It's got to be one of the worst feelings in the world. It's just like a death. I had a panic attack today. I've never had one of those before. It caused me to finally contact my boyfriend, I mean ex-boyfriend. We're going to talk soon, so I feel much better now. I can finally get some closure and start to accept reality. I think I've been clinging on to some thread of hope that things could work out somehow. My life will be completely different now. It's scary, but it will probably be a good thing for me. Maybe I'll write more on this thing and not be so damn boring and navel-gazing. Or maybe I'll fall into a deep depression.
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