Thursday, February 10, 2005

I'm greasy today

But it's O.K. because the boss is away. I'm trying my best to be productive, but I find myself just surfing and watching the clock. I really need to get a better job. I'm so sick of always having that need hanging over my head. I know if I'm sick of it, everyone in my life is sick of it too. Get a fucking job already! Geez. Whadda are you waitin' for?

Discussed the existence of destiny last night with my favorite bartender. Is destiny just a more poetic way of explaining that shit happens? Life happens, you learn from those experiences, good and bad. Destiny implies that these things happen for a reason. Everything happens the way it should happen. So, I don't think I believe in destiny because I don't think there is rhyme or reason to why things happen. They just do. Shit happens and you react to it. But that perspective is essentially the same as the idea of destiny, just without the implication that the shit that happens was planned for you particularly. Both ideas, destiny and shit happens, allow for the acceptance of whatver life happens to throw in your face. Don't ask why, just accept it and move on.

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